ego down… white flag up!
tears would not fall. not when i am in control. but when i crossed your path. everything changed. it was quick transition. from the hardened heart of darkness, i am now a sheep lost without your love. paranoia in every single move of my existence, i do not know how to act, but i am so damn secured and helplessly worried because i am loving you in every way, in every turn of the clock and in everyday that unfolds. i am getting used to it little by little, like an oxygen or blood in veins, you are beginning to creep in my system. and just like nicotine and orgasm, i just cant stop and leave it all hanging. i do not want a day, i do not want a week, i can not accept a month, nor a year, not even a decade, not even a century, i want you forever, until the end of never. i am placing my hands up in the air, in sweet surrender, and take me as your prisoner cause i do not want to let go. not even in my dreams. you own me, and i am too helplessly falling in love each moment. please do not depart from my system. cause you are my relief, the BLUE of my existence.
-mau
MALAYA!
