russian roulette
Russian roulette is the practice of placing one round in a revolver, spinning the cylinder and closing it into the firearm without looking, aiming the revolver at one’s own head in a suicidal fashion, and pulling the trigger. The number of rounds placed in the revolver can vary. The number of deaths caused by this practice are unknown. (web source)
this has been my best loved game with my .38 caliber pistol which was eventually snatched by my mom because she hates gun in the house. with that silly game and life at stake i realized three things.
1. a gun with no bullet is an artwork. not a firearm.
2. when you are not bound to die, you will never be.
3. one bullet could change your faith on things.
after 7 years, i realized that i placed my head at stake many times playing the pistol game. i placed so much on the line, with my agony of death at stake(not that i am suicidal or anything). but now, if that bullet finished me off i won’t have the luck of my russian roulette today.
it seems God, played russian roulette when He decided to have my fate directly hit yours. it was a last bullet that was intended to uplift my soul closer to heaven, and how you assured me with your pure love. and all that i could ask now from Him is shoot me more. one bullet to last, not a minute too late, not a minute too fast. thanks.
mau
malaya!
