man in the fridge

i have been out for quite sometime doing some shits to keep me going, cause life aint easy and everything seems so absurd. but nonetheless life is worth living. oh by the way, i have been to  a small shop somewhere in davao, and i saw this stall that sells havianas slippers, and i saw the price tags, and i said what the fuck, a rubber slippers that looks like spartan costs 900 to 2000 plus. and so i asked the sales girl of their yield of sales per month, and she answered "roughly 200 pairs a month sir" and i was kinda shocked cause i never realized davaoenos have that capacity to purchase such luxury for a pair of slippers… but im not undermining the fact that there are some who could really afford such things.

anyway i was in a coffeshop one time waiting for time to pass me by, and i saw a bunch of yuppies coming my way, and i have noticed one thing in common with them, their mobile phones are all 3G enabled. so in short they could make video call and other fantastic tricks with their mobile phones. oh geez life is a wonder,and it is completely changing. but on my way home, on the jeepney, a college girl barely in her twenties was holding the same 3g mobile phone i saw and wears a havianas slipper. and i was kinda shocked, and so people say that life is hard yet they could still afford to have to have those gadgets and perks. im kinda bitter cause i cant afford one.(mga donors nagpaparinig ako)hahaha

now the next day, i was with miel and we were in a pharmacy, and i saw different kinds of condoms displayed near the counters/till,and i was really trying to to read the difference between each condoms. and i was kinda on my laugh trip mode cause there are so many kinds of condoms that i never knew existed. but i was shocked when a lanky boy came and cut on my que and suddenly asked for the ribbed one"extra sensation" hmmm made me say to myself, is he going to get laid? hahaha, i dont care if he does, i mean its his sex life not mine…evil mode again after that.

on our way out, rock band alternatives playing again on radio emerging after moments of silence during the late nineties, hmm which makes me think of the good ole grunge era when lord kurt was still alive and slamming on his fucking guitar… where have all the legends gone? pop culture  nga naman ng pinoy, emerging, tapos flatline, prang negosyo, kung walang innovations biglang mawawala ang lifecycle. konting oras lang ako nkalabas ng maayos but i saw some major changes, pati friends ko nagbago na rin ang itsura, hay halos lahat formal na, may stable job at may sariling buhay na.as for me im still left weaving dreams im almost 7 years close before i hit the maximum limit for attaining what i need to attain… but still im fucked up… fucked up dito fucked up doon…

krrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnng!

hello…

papa: oi bumangon ka na dyan at marami ka pang pupuntahan!

ako: ay sorry nakatulog ako…

and so i wrote this blog from my dream, while i was trying to fix a case analysis na ang hirap hirap tapusin kasi ang daming numbers involved…hay so much for sleeping… sabi pa ni carle minsan sa akin.."puede ka namang matulog pag patay ka na ah" oo nga naman may point siya don.

ps: i was reading a profile from one of my friends’ list, and if you still read my blogs, i have a message for you…thank you for teaching me one of life’s great lesson for everything you have done when i was in with you in london, sorry din sa lahat ng mali… i remembered  a line i wrote from one of the play i wrote way way back, "madaling mabuhay, mahirap maghanap ng buhay". and now i know its really true.

darkmau-is back

MALAYA!

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