i choose
i choose to be free
and wander in the abyss
i choose to die
while everyone strives to live,
i choose an easy way out
than to find the hard life in
i choose the lesser evil
than to be evil itself.
when at the end of the options
i choose to be me
with all individuality
against the stereotyping
i am me.
i choose the chaos
while some choose the opposite.
when love loses its luster
and hope fades in darkness
when everything i believed crumbled
i choose silence.
when all hopes failed
and life starts to spark a fire
and death is coming near
when hell strikes to death
and minion is everywhere,
i choose to creep in fear.
and keep my faith in.
I choose to fight..
fight the good fight of faith.
darkmau
malaya!
-struggling for words to say-