man in the fridge

there is no battle here,

for i already surrender.

my life my all to you,

in peace i give you.

i take refuge and seek mercy

for i was unfaithful.

gave in to the call of the enemy.

my Lord, my God, my strength.

on bended knees i pray,

have me your Own Way.

In YOUR OWN TIME MY LORD i say.

from all the ridicule of the proud,

from all the contempt of the arrogant,

in the battlefield of life

i give my sweet surrender

my life i gladly offer.

In Your Own time my Lord I pray

Have it your way

In my lifetime God lead the way.

In my trembling knees

and dirty mouth,

my lustful mind

and revengeful soul,

i give my life, my all…

in YOUR OWN TIME my Lord.

deliver my soul in light,

my life my all…

IN YOUR OWN Time my Lord,

everything will fall in its places.

darkmau

MALAYA!

-finding peace in Him-

i remembered my boss.

it was late in the afternoon, she was on her chair, in front of the laptop,and she was so serious. and my table was in front of hers and i was trying to finish a documentation for an upcoming presentation to the Local Government of Samal. and i did not have a single wink of sleep the night before because she wants me to finish that documentation in the soonest time possible. and for the record she gave vague worthless points of instruction about how the presentation should work.

and boy i was really tired, i thought my boss was also getting tired, so i did not bother her. i was so tired that i wanted to say i want to go home and sleep. my car was parked outside our office and i was wondering if i could still drive. im trying but it seems i could not match my boss’s hard work and passion for the job. and she looked at me and she smiled, she stood up from her chair, and told me she will have a coffee break, and so i just smiled and continued editing materials for the presentation.

i was a one man production, i gather the data, i process the data, and i make the data presentation and my boss gets the p(raise). 

while she was away, i stood up and took the stapler from my boss’s table, and i checked the screen of her laptop. boom!

five minutes after that, i packed up, and prepared to leave. on my way out i met my boss, and i told her Im going home, and i will have a day off next day. and she just smiled and said "ok". i drove off and went to a bar that night.

so what the hell was on her laptop that made me leave?

SOLITAIRE… all the time i have been doing work, she was just playing this card game. the good old bad days as a training and documentation officer.

im now forgetting my boss.

darkmau

MALAYA!

it began when it actually ended,

on that bend while you moved.

i was left on a spot where

only a shooting star could save me.

the skidmarks of your car

was a sight to see,

and I’m bound to flee

off i go with some scar.

i could have let that time stop

but i have no words to say

goodbye was your hello

and goodbye will it be.

darkmau

MALAYA!