di ko sasabihin
at di ko aaminin
titignan lang kita
hanggang sa ikaw mawala.
maghihintay lang sa wala
mag aabang na ikaw bumigay diba?
baka sakaling mapansin mo
at ikaw na mismo ang magsabi ng ganito…
umamin baka sakali
sabihin sa akin
para di tayo nagtataguan
at wala nang pag aalinlangan.
darkmau
mAlaya!
ever wondered why all these half crazy people forward chain letters and those threatening stuffs like "your mom will die if you dont repost this". i had enough of this stuffs. im wondering if these people could send such forwarded stuffs then why can’t they make a proper letter or message to brighten up someones day.
has everything gone crazy? or i am just too fire breathing that i accidentally woke up in the wrong side of the bed, only to find out that my email would contain these RUBBISH MAILS. and to top it all when you ask these morons how are they (not all but some, to be exact 60% out of a hundred people) it takes ages before they can say anything or sometime they wont even bother to reply.
i do not have any problem if you arseholes wont reply, but please stop sending me curse mails and act of compassion shits, cause we all know you don’t do those stuffs.
it pissed me off really, when i read a forwarded mail, from this sarcastic, half baked smile, pseudo human about compassion, it made my eyes burn! she is talking compassion and all she cares is fashion and aristocratic stuffs. please…spare me from the bullshits.
now im relieved.
darkmau
Malaya!
i love you.
hold me before you go.
kiss me before,
everything is over.
look at my teary eyes
hold my sweaty palm…
let me have that last kiss
from your cherry lips.
let me have that final bliss
as you take me to heaven
and leave me in hell
in a painful tragedy only time can tell.
let me have the final sound of moan
the final soul of my mighty blow
on this serene night
and a painful tomorrow.
my final dance
as you leave me in trance.
the perfect memory of bossa nova…
a memory in loving you.
darkmau
MALAYA!
You told me something,
I believe in it.
Now I am left hanging
Am I another misfit?
Your fake smiles
And shallow hello
I should have known…
Before I took the fall.
Now I am just a part,
Of your big drama and lies.
No matter how I try,
It all sums up to end, Goodbye.
I am sorry if I am not like him;
Dressed in the Devil’s clothing,
Offering you a diamond ring,
Leaving you hurting…almost dying.
I am sorry If I can only make you laugh
And that is all I can do for now,
But now you’re gone…
And so I have to move on.
Maybe someday, when you are older
You will see me passing,
There you will be dying…to hold me…
And the sad part is- I don’t know you.
darkmau
Malaya!
1:
di ko naman maintindihan
sabi mo dati kahit saan abutin
di tayo magiiwanan
eh bat ganito bigla kang lilisan?
2:
sabi ko naman sa iyo
hindi naman ako lalayo
kailangan ko lang ng oras
upang sa tunay na mundo makatakas.
1:
bakit kailangan mong mag isa
at bakit hindi ako puede sumama?
paano kung maisipan mong
biglang ayaw mo na?
2:
huwag ka naman ganyan
alam mo naman di kita iiwan
kailangan ko lang panandaliang lumisan
upang mga bagay aking mapagisipan.
1:
may nagawa ba akong mali
pangako ko ba ay nabali?
may duda ba sa puso mo.
na akoy hindi tapat sa iyo?
2:
bukod tangi ka sa lahat ng nakilala ko
buong puso ko may tiwala sa iyo.
alam kong kailanman
di mo ako kayang pagtaksilan.
1:
napakatamis na mga salita
pero wala pa rin akong magagawa.
dahil gusto mo pa ring kumawala.
at sa panandaliang panahon lumaya.
2:
may mga bagay lang talga na dapat pag isipan
pagukulan ng panahon at pag nilayan.
hanapin ang sarili ko
at isipin kong dapat nga ba ako sa iyo.
1:
minahal kita ng sobra
at hanggang kailanman mamahalin kita.
kung yan ang nais mo,
yan ang gagawin ko.
3:
Hindi ko maunawaan kung bakit ganito
magcocool off lang kayo
pinahirapan niyo pa ako.
dinaan niyo pa sa tula,at numero.
at si 3 yung usisero.
DarkMau
MALAYA!
-experimental poetry-
