man in the fridge

my love,

i know things went well with you and him. and i am happy that you truly found a happiness you were longing. it is so hard for me to wish you well with him, cause i would and will always wish that i was the man next to you and not him.  but still i wish you all the best… needless to say…i love you.

franc

two years later…

my love,

im sorry but i cant get the word out of mind, you are still the love of my life. i heard that you and him bought that house we were planning to buy. congratulations for that. i pray that everything would be well for you. i could no longer stay in this city, everywhere i go still reminds me of you. as i move along to every corner, it seems your shadows own  the whole city.all the best in life, still i love you.

franc

Franc,

i know everything is quite hard for you, but i admire your courage and faith to hold on to that love. i could not say anything, i could not wish you well either, i know i am the cause of all your agony. we were bestfriends for a long time, but sad to say i had to fall for your girlfriend. i must admit franc we both have the same taste. i am hoping in the near future we could patch things and mend our friendship. with all humility. i am still here franc.

lloyd

franc in his new place, replied to lloyd.after one year

lloyd,

i have bitter feelings over what you have done but, i could not change the things that happened. maybe it happened because it had to change my life. each day was agonizing. and still is. but i am less bitter now, i found Christ in me. I learned the spirit of forgiveness. lloyd we may not be able to mend our friendship as it was before but we could still create a new one. we could always be born again in Christ. i still love her, but she loves you , and now I finally set her free. and please take care of her.

franc

my dearest  franc,

i should have never left you, it was so stupid of me to believe in lies of lloyd. he told me that you were gay, you were just using me to pose a macho image. he tricked me, he told me that you would never marry me because you dont want a woman. for five years, lloyd kept all your letters for me, and i wasnt able to read one of them. lloyd was the biggest lier i ever met. for all these years franc, he kept his secret, he is a bi-sexual. and now, he got me infected with some kind of sexual disease. he was so ashamed of himself when he read your last letter. he admitted everything to me.. and he left…franc i am so alone can you help me?please..

lanie

lanie,

this is franc’s mother, i am so sorry to what have happened with you and lloyd and to your situation. but i am afraid there is nothing that franc could do. he died last week, he was suffering from cancer of the brain. the time when you left him was the time he discovered he was sick. you see lanie, the world was over for franc when he discovered that. and all he wanted was you, but you werent there. i am praying that you would survive this turmoil…

ANNIE

darkmau

MALAYA!

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