will u look at me differently in the face of the crowd?
the ironic crash and burn of the order of things
in the chaotic manner of appearances
the ever changing hues and visions
the me and the you that always fall short
the us that is never together
and them who are always forever.
the wait for the long afternoons
and all together coming down too soon.
the sunset and the unexpected rains
while walking without a warning
the " i miss you" and the "take cares"…
and the long silence in between.
the man behind the boy
the strength behind his weakness
the unending uncertainty
a cycle of history….our story.
if it could only be easy.
and if i and you could fill the spaces
for the lapses of humanity
only then you could see me as myself.
p.s.
the title is borrowed without permission from Kay’s brewing thoughts. and id like to thank Feb and Alfi for adopting me last Christmas and new found friends Ms. May Ann and Ms. Ivy….you guys saved me from insanity…Thanks a million.
truly their is a GOD working in mysterious ways.
darkmau
MALAYA!
