man in the fridge

i love you.

the last three words i heard while i placed the phone down. was it for real? or once again he was just joking. he was always like that, telling things to people which he doesnt really mean. but this is the first time i heard him say i love you in a joke. he should have meant it or maybe im just misinterpreting it.

ariel and i have been bestfriends for three years now. since i arrived in this town, ariel was always there for me. some people say we make a great couple but i just laugh in the idea of it. me? ending up with ariel, the super egostictic moron, who cant differentiate left and right, a super porn lover and a chain smoker?? haha no thanks, i am not desperate.

but yeah, despite his negative traits, he was the most charming guy ive ever known. and he never takes me for granted, not even for a day, he would always send me a cute quote or a satirical insult to make me laugh. but as always despite his cheerful personality, his eyes are deep lonely.

but yeah if i havent known him, i might fall for him. with the way he makes me laugh, the way he takes care of me. the way he makes me cry for his casual lateness during our dates and appointments. and despite the troubled world he keeps his smile ready to flash to my pounding heart of paranoia. each day, it feels like he is mine.

could i? no…

i could be falling for him.

KRRRIIIINGGGG…..

hello?

Ada, its me Ariel, ive said something a while a go… im sorry, i wasnt being serious… please dont take it seriously, i dont want to lose you as my bestfriend. i know i am not your type, but id like to keep you forever, so i wont cross my line… i am being serious now, and please let me take you out tomorrow night. as a sign of my genuine apology. okay??

alright.

he hung up..

and I cried.

darkmau

MALAYA!

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