this is where my world was
a life in a filtered paper
rolled in dreams of oblivion….
the fire, and the sweet bitter demon.
my fears anxieties and lifeless stories
all puffed as i try to hide the tears away.
the white smoke of magic,
the struggle of the body.
chaotic manic effect…
the relief…
the pain…
the last stick… before i give in.
darkmau
MALAYA!
wet in rain while waiting…
so dry inside but tears kept falling.
each heart beat is like a note playing,
the music for the dying.
the sweet sorrowful smile
pasted on your cherry lips
sealed in the things
that i do not want to know.
the cold hands
that cupped my fears
for unknown time
lost in the wave of solitude.
the hair that
i once touched
silky and smooth
aroused my thoughts.
the eyes that stared
in bitter silence
of abyss…
my freedom…your death.
darkmau
MALAYA!
