man in the fridge

i gave up the competition. not because i concede to defeat but rather i want to take things as they happen. looking back at the things, to people, to events, i am left nowhere.  i could not undo the turn of time. gone are the days where i would be competitive, things may come but not by the haste or agressiveness i place. so who cares if i am stuck somewhere, doing the things i dont normally do.

so what if i dont have a car, a house, a dog or even a pad to call my own. so what if i am not doing a multi million deals in business, and i dont recieve a five or six figured salary. so what if i am not all that? it might matter now, but when i reach the age of seventy or older would it really matter? i could not choose my death, but when i die then none of these material things matters. in fact it might just cause problems rather than a solution.

no girl would ever want a poor guy. might be true, but the truth is, no girl wants a lazy guy. okay given the fact that a guy may not have much but as long as he do things accordingly then he can assure his family wont go hungry. i have learned over time, that money could not bring a bright future to kids, values rooted with love, justice and perseverance would make kids value life more than the things they can hold. they would learn to love people and use things, and not the other way around.

i submit myself to taking things slow, to career, to love, to life. the competition that i would like to be in is not a matter of haste, not a matter of how much i have, it is beyond the compensation that what your breath could give me. yes it is deep, but it would not matter to you anyway.

darkmau

MALAYA!

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