Archive for January, 2008

progression

Thursday, January 10th, 2008

i am an activist. i may not be anymore carrying red flags  or chanting on the streets for change, i still am one. some things changed since the last time i checked on my political views and philosophical outlook in life. some things change whether we like it or not. in dealing with life, it would always be difficult to stick on one strategy, we would need critical understanding of the scenarios were in.

it is more of being grounded to reality. i have stopped changing the world, or finding my way to conquer change by forcing change, in time everything will change. it is by the nature of life that nothing would stay the same. we either change for the better or evolve to become something else. this world needs heroes as well as villains too.

i still dont dream big in life, i still wanted simple things, with long lasting effects. ive learned a lot in life, and i could never be a passivist or a reactionist, each day, i still am an activist. revolutions are not from outside, it comes from inside.

this world doesnt need wars and agression, we dont need to fight for who is right or wrong, we need motivation to work things out. there is always a better way, it might be a longer path, but still it will get you there. progression happens when all the things you believed in starts to blossom in a higher degree of understanding….theories become wisdom. and with wisdom we see GOD. if not for you, at least for me.

Darkmau

Malaya!

on hatred

Monday, January 7th, 2008

one day a girl approached a guy sitting on a bench. the guy turned and saw it was an old friend, an ex girlfriend.he silently went back to what he was doing and pretending not to mind the girl. the girl talked, and said she wanted them to be friends. the guy did not speak, he just listened the words of the girl.

the girl broke the guy’s heart by flirting with other guys, she dumped him for another guy. and she just told the guy that it wasnt working. the guy did nothing, but moved on.

after  sometime of being away, they met on that day. but the guy wasnt anymore interested in the girl. seeing all of his past as nothing but ghost.nothing more but a bad memory.  the girl asked the guy if it is because he hate her still? the guy said.

"i would rather remember you dead, than being alive and being friends with me or being near my system. people like you who doesnt value love, should be killed. if my words could kill, you will be dead in an instant. i dont hate you for who you are, i hate you for being what you are. only fools can make rainbows on dry season, and i am not one of them."

the girl cried, and moved on, and still she continued to what she did best… a slut.

darkmau

malaya!